NEW YEAR= NEW GOALS

and thats what i need to currently work on...setting goals for my self.....im not sure exactly want i to accomplish in 09 but i wanna def do something big...i do wanna go ahead and get back into music fullll time..more then just writing....promoting..release...trips...shows...PROMOTE..i think 09 is the year i need to get back in track..cuz as a group we have been slipping somethin HORRIBLY..but i mean i cant speak for other people so i there not down then i guess ill just have to take my music into my own hands (somethin i should of done in the first place) and do what i gotta do....see the thing is..most people do it for fun and then they move on after they realize its more then just putting down vocals on a instrumental...ya have do alot of shit..and people are just to lazy then they get BITTER or whatever then give up.........

NOT me tho...i got sidetracked this year with alot of things thats happened over the year but starting in jan. i wanna be in the booth as much as possible...its weird..i get these periods where i hit the booth like EVERYDAY..for like a month 0r 2 str8..and i drop hella music..then it just STOPS.....and i hate that..i need to find a way to get the momentum and this time keep it rolling..and take it to the new level....ive been listening to my music lately..I have def. improved...espically in my delievery....thats my main thing i need to work on..i think the way i deliever my words is kinda weird....but once i get that down pact..ima be nice..my lyrical game has improved but i was listening to dirty money...even back then the shit i was sayin was nice its just HOW i was sayin it was kinda like WTF...lmao and that does make a huge difference....idk my whole style is just completely different...which is a good thing..cuz nobody sounds like me..nobody writes like me..so nobody can be like me :D haha str8 up



hmmm other new goals....stop being such a nice guy.....no more lettin people off the hook......i read a quote from 50 cent and it really got to me "if somebody does me bogus once, i let em go. Cuz if he does it once, then he will do it 1 million times"..that is a true ass statement......i know niggaz that STAY fuckin niggaz over...so its like ok...09 im'a start off fresh..but i start to see a somebody pull some bullshit..gotta cut em....i aint got time for games and shit anymore...im really trying to do things with my life now and dont need bullshit side trackin me....

anywayz christmas is comin up **SIGH** i hate this time of year cuz im alwayz alone or with another person family...which is cool..but i wanna be with MY family....but since miltons in cali...mom's in tennessee..bruce hates me haha and my fam that does stay up here is sooo OUT THERE i find that its just best not to even keep in contact unless emergency reasons **not everybody but the majority**...so ill probally be stuck watchin nba games as usual...i wish ya'll a good christmas...ill keep my head up **which normally i do** so it is what it is.....what so im listening to this joe budden beat "Under the sun"...shit bangs like somethin serious....he ripped it so hard tho..i dont even wanna write to it..i can just listen to the insturmental all night..haha its late and i gotta be up by 11:30 so i can fuckin get to work....ahhhhhhh..i wish i just had a little bit of money....if i had just like 5 stacks..i could flip that towards my rap career and turn that AROUND IN THE HEART BEAT..i wish i just had like a manager or somebody that had the trust and money to invest in me..cuz we would def. make it somewhere with the right push....and im'a be str8 up..i aint a cocky dude..but my music is better then alot of the bullshit thats flooding the airwaves..and dont even get me started on the underground shit around the mid west......

but it is what it is...im never a hater....i just tell it how it is...but 09 im'a get shit done by any means..and fo real..NO MORE HALF ASSES PROJECTS..and shit...im DONE

im out..I NEED SOME SLEEP....PEACE!