ALL ODDS AGAINST US (free download)

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just click..un-zip..and enjoy..need a track listing..just hit me

NEW YEAR= NEW GOALS

and thats what i need to currently work on...setting goals for my self.....im not sure exactly want i to accomplish in 09 but i wanna def do something big...i do wanna go ahead and get back into music fullll time..more then just writing....promoting..release...trips...shows...PROMOTE..i think 09 is the year i need to get back in track..cuz as a group we have been slipping somethin HORRIBLY..but i mean i cant speak for other people so i there not down then i guess ill just have to take my music into my own hands (somethin i should of done in the first place) and do what i gotta do....see the thing is..most people do it for fun and then they move on after they realize its more then just putting down vocals on a instrumental...ya have do alot of shit..and people are just to lazy then they get BITTER or whatever then give up.........

NOT me tho...i got sidetracked this year with alot of things thats happened over the year but starting in jan. i wanna be in the booth as much as possible...its weird..i get these periods where i hit the booth like EVERYDAY..for like a month 0r 2 str8..and i drop hella music..then it just STOPS.....and i hate that..i need to find a way to get the momentum and this time keep it rolling..and take it to the new level....ive been listening to my music lately..I have def. improved...espically in my delievery....thats my main thing i need to work on..i think the way i deliever my words is kinda weird....but once i get that down pact..ima be nice..my lyrical game has improved but i was listening to dirty money...even back then the shit i was sayin was nice its just HOW i was sayin it was kinda like WTF...lmao and that does make a huge difference....idk my whole style is just completely different...which is a good thing..cuz nobody sounds like me..nobody writes like me..so nobody can be like me :D haha str8 up



hmmm other new goals....stop being such a nice guy.....no more lettin people off the hook......i read a quote from 50 cent and it really got to me "if somebody does me bogus once, i let em go. Cuz if he does it once, then he will do it 1 million times"..that is a true ass statement......i know niggaz that STAY fuckin niggaz over...so its like ok...09 im'a start off fresh..but i start to see a somebody pull some bullshit..gotta cut em....i aint got time for games and shit anymore...im really trying to do things with my life now and dont need bullshit side trackin me....

anywayz christmas is comin up **SIGH** i hate this time of year cuz im alwayz alone or with another person family...which is cool..but i wanna be with MY family....but since miltons in cali...mom's in tennessee..bruce hates me haha and my fam that does stay up here is sooo OUT THERE i find that its just best not to even keep in contact unless emergency reasons **not everybody but the majority**...so ill probally be stuck watchin nba games as usual...i wish ya'll a good christmas...ill keep my head up **which normally i do** so it is what it is.....what so im listening to this joe budden beat "Under the sun"...shit bangs like somethin serious....he ripped it so hard tho..i dont even wanna write to it..i can just listen to the insturmental all night..haha its late and i gotta be up by 11:30 so i can fuckin get to work....ahhhhhhh..i wish i just had a little bit of money....if i had just like 5 stacks..i could flip that towards my rap career and turn that AROUND IN THE HEART BEAT..i wish i just had like a manager or somebody that had the trust and money to invest in me..cuz we would def. make it somewhere with the right push....and im'a be str8 up..i aint a cocky dude..but my music is better then alot of the bullshit thats flooding the airwaves..and dont even get me started on the underground shit around the mid west......

but it is what it is...im never a hater....i just tell it how it is...but 09 im'a get shit done by any means..and fo real..NO MORE HALF ASSES PROJECTS..and shit...im DONE

im out..I NEED SOME SLEEP....PEACE!

feel me??!!

Real talk....im in a transition period in my life right now....i need to cut alot of people for good...feels like theres been a chip on my shoulder for a long time comin and theres still people that i still semi-talk to or i semi fucks with or whatever..that i know aint no good...or at least no good to me...im tired of trying to be everybodys friend...its like as u get older....u get wiser.and u can start to seperate people from real friends to people that are there for the wrong reasons....i feel alot of people that be around me..dont be there for ME...and im starting to put my finger on them people and its about time i cut them off completely for good....whether its people from the group..to just anybody in general.....i already started the process and i already feel relieved alittle bit..so its time for me to go ahead and do what i gotta do...for MY SAKE...and start looking out for ME and the shit thats most important to me....its a shame that people can look u directly in the eye and still be the same people that will set u up.....what type of world do we live in??!!....maybe im just to nice in general?????? idk but all that shits about to change..in 09 alot of people wont be hearin from me...lol real talk, im offically done fuckin with fakes, phoneys, bitches, bitch ass niggaz, suckaz, liars, ETC...damn that leaves me with about 5% of people out there left..lol...they say keep ur circle small and tight....so its about time i do that





feel me?

The state of hip-hop.....

so at this point....i really am not a fan of this new school rap shit for the most part...and its a damn shame to see somethin that i absolutely love go down hill..and i mean BAD..AND FAST.......its so over saturated with BULLSHIT now a days..everyday i get friend requests off myspace and shit talking about "check out my beats, listen to my songs ETC" and u know me..im'a fan of music in general so ill alwayz give somebody a shot before i write'em off..and its just fucking ridiculous to see people do music for the wrong reasons....95% of people that rap arent rappers..and how dare they even call themselves an ARTIST. People are so ignorant its crazy...like honestly people REALLY REALLY REALLY think that rap is all about money...and shit that they see in the videos....that shit makes me sick to my stomach on some real shit....ever since i remember and was expose to hip-hop and just music i fell in love with it....and to see somethin i love and have such a huge part it in get abuse by bums that have no idea what the fuck there doing **shaking my MOTHAFUCKIN HEAD** pisses me off to the max

like i go to different sites like DATPIFF.COM places like that and HEAR HORRIBLE shit ALL the time.....and even when i listen to A list artist..its just not a good variety of GREAT music being release to the public....and i mean it pisses me off even more that the best of the best never gets release (I.E. joe budden, SAIGON, AN ACTUAL LOX album, papoose before he lost his momentum)..these labels have a big say in what gets release and what doesnt..and they stay releasing one hit wonders (I.E. mims) but wont release niggaz that have talent (I.E. one more time. JOELL ORTIZ, ROYCE da 5'9, STAT QUO) shits crazy to me

idk..i think the shit that pisses me off the most is that people get shit confused all the time...they confuse album sales with lyrical abilities....PRIME EXAMPLE...people that know me know that LIL wayne WAS my fav. rapper up till carter 1. i really liked carter 1 but ever since that i kinda steered away from lil wayne and got on other rappers..then idk lets say 3 years later wayne BLOWS up like no other....now everybodys sayin that hes the best rapper alive and shit like that....and im like WAIT WHAT????!!!..and arguing with a lil wayne STAN is impossible ill tell u str8 up. cuz 1. its ok for lil wayne to be your FAVORITE rapper..thats cool..but dont confused FAVORITE OR HOT rapper to a GREAT RAPPER

GREAT>>>>>>HOT everyday of the week

2. What the fuck has lil wayne done to even be consider in the top??!! the nigga had one explosive year off the mixtape seen and thats it..NEWSFLASH..remember 2003 when everybody was on 50's DICK (minus yours truely and thats word to nate) when he first came out....everybody has a big year..and this year just so happen to be waynes year...i congratulate him on going platinum because his work ethic is top notch...but once again....dont get it twisted with the body of work he puts out.....cuz his best work he has ever did, another dude might have wrote that..so to me....thats silly to include this nigga in the top league with jay-z nas an the REAL top runners.....at one point cam and dipset were easily my favorite rappers...but i would never argue if there the BEST rappers out...thats just silly....but people tend to defend there favorite rapper to the death.....

anywayz idk what the hell im mumblin about..im listening to charles hamilton DSW song...i seriously fuck with this nigga hard (is this were i say no homo) haha naw but this nigga is creative as fuck and does what he wants and doesnt care about what the people say...thats what a real artist does...they make music that THEY FEEL..not whats POPULAR or what may sell.....but hopefully this new class of dudes that is coming in change the game..

speaking of my music...my shits comin along pretty nice..i think i might scrap alot of songs..cuz i wanna put out just quality music...i have some deep songs that i want people to hear but i cant release it at this point..but people gonna be shocked to hear it...i got some shit thats def. gonna stir up some shit..but im not one to bite my tougue...so if i said it..at the time i meant it..even if i dont anymore so idk...


anywayz im out this bitch...........PEACE



i guess i should put it like this......A rapper can never be on the level of an ARTIST

cuz a rapper is to limited...and only shows one side of himself....an artist shows All sides and is more creative.

iight so im'a start using this religiously as for my "blogging" for now on..well im kinda tired but i wanted to post some shit i wrote here after a while...it kinda deep to me but i want to see what ya'll think.......... next time i get on this bitch im'a start talking real ish

what u know the word im word pain/
most people do, it drives em insane/
they cant handle what was throwin at em/
pains been a part life of since even eve and adam/
everybody has a different theory/
pains a emotion, and it comes quickly/
and u feel it when u see tragic/
or lose somebody u love, and then it happens/
its the feeling that u cant describe/
some people cant take it, they comment suicide/
its a mental distator/
and regret plays a big factor/
cuz u cant the change past at all/
u wish different, watch ur life fall/
have the ability to move on/
forgive all, pain wont last long/


pains the cousin of sad and angry/
when u feel one, u feel all 3/
everybody handles it differetly/
some use drugs, some write poetry/
and thats the big difference see/
some people lose grip on reality/
and its not really there fault/
bottem line, they wasnt strong enough/
to overcome their situation/
then the pain sets in, no patience/
pain will overshadow everything/
to get ur mind off of it, u'll do anything/
and thats why this world is crazy/
we been exposed to pain since babies/
we see it, cant talk so we stay silent/
we all feel pain, thats why we have violence



i feel pain all the time/
espically when i see my brother high/
grew up and i wondered why/
then i accepted it but why/
did he have to go that road/
when it leads to nowhere, why would u go/
i feel pain for the fallin soldiers/
most died in vien, this world is gettin colder/
the media is alwayz lyin/
if this is gods world, then why is little kids dyin/
why we gotta have dieases/
religons bash other so i dont believe it/
when they tell me there the right choice/
im'a follow my own leads, my own voice/
my own path, my own lane/
read between the lines, this is my pain



a few people read this already but now its for the world to read...im out PEACE


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